I love you.

hello readers, i am back. hahha! sorry for the lack of updates. was rather busy for this period of time. LOL. term test and my trainings are burning me out.

i think i can only pass one paper out of three for my term test. cause i didnt really mug for any papers at all. busy playing and not taking poly life seriously -.- aiya, year 1 only. no need scared. dont freak me out. i promise to work hard after my two weeks break yea? (: maths, argh. pissing me off. but nevermind, i will take this time to practise k? i will catch up real soon! =D

last weekend was DB's camp but no stayover! ): saturday was a total killer. lecture-d from the captain. and we did some reflections. so yea, make a promise to myself. gonna train hard and i shall not stop rowing even when i'm tired in the boat! did circuit training, lifting of weights, ranging from 10kg to 20kg. madness. did biceps, clean & jerk, squads, running at stadium, push-ups, dips, v-shaped sit-ups. then rowing! (: the sun was so freaking hot, and all of us were super tanned =D went home after lunching with some of my team mates, slept, woke up, eat dinner and went back to sleep again. super shag and tired.

sunday! another killer day! LOL. needa report at 745 at sports complex. ran the outer lane of the stadium for like six rounds and that includes guys pumpings as well. SHAGGED! after that, did some stretching exercise, strectch like rubberbands -.- HAHAHA. everybody look super cute in their costume la! LOL okays, swam for like 3 solid hours and we have only 2 mins of water break! AWWWW! the lifeguards gave us chocolates! so nice of him. WHAHAHA. okays, after that, we released! YAY! bath, then had lunch with annabel at mac. LOL. then went to meet gf. HAHA.

so yea. so little time yet so many things to do.

so now. bb.

iloveyou!

school was pretty alright for the past few days. HAHAHA! had my wtutoral presentation and it went pretty well i guess? most of us got a B grade, and i'm also one of them! *YAY! LOL. nothing to be honoured about -.- HAHAHHAHHA! shall do better for the next presentation.
LOL. *YAY, term test is in 1 week time, how nice. and i haven't really hit the books yet -.- nevermind. shall start mugging soon! (: and yea, i can predict i fail my eng fund test cause i only did half of the first page -.- cause the rest dont know how to do, so dont do lo. since it's only 5% of your overall. HAHAHAHA! anyway, i really dont understand a single bit on eng fund and ENG draw -.- bahhh. can i just fail these two modules?! -.- HAHAHHAHA! boring -.-

DB was the suck-iest day ever. had fitness test yesterday and my body is still aching like nobody business! apply so many times of counterpain but no effect -.- LOL. i really push myself yesterday and there goes my back. it's still hurting. hopefully it can be heal by FRIDAY. awwwwww. later got pool rowing. butt will hurt -.- HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA! but nevemind, cause can play. LOL. yea, TPDB rawks! (:

HELLO HELLO. A LOTOF THINGS TO SAY YET I DONT KNOW HOW TO PUT INTO WORDS -.-

YAY, I'M IN TP DRAGONBOAT TEAM! hopefully, i am able to endure those tough trainings. i've great team-mates, to be honest! (: my muscles are aching. anyone, i want massage! LOL. okays. gym-ed yesterday, and this is the first time i'm carrying weights. hopefully, i am able to increase the weights at a later time. HAHA!  i want to burn away all my fats! ): 

this is already the third week of poly. frankly speaking, i'm still not quite adapted to it. i used to play and sleep alot during secondary school days. but i still can catch up. but now, i dont even understand what the lecturer is talking about. i try to focus now. but i can't. my mind seems to waver everytime i wanna concentarate -.- i want to do well. there is quiz next week and sad to say, i'm not in the least prepared at all. NOT AT ALL! ARGH. everything seems so rush now. have to chiong for my projects -.- (2 somemore) i miss those days in secondary school. cause in poly, there is no one you can fall back on. you can only depend on yourself. you have to learn to be independent. you have to learn to manage your time well. i'm never good at time management -.- that explains my academic results -.-
 

imissmybaby! ):
ilu! <`3

BAHHHHHHHHH!

bored! ):
still bored! ):
very bored):

someone is super late! haiyo! typical girls -.- alrights. the plants are going to wither. the sun is going to set. no more sun-tanning for you. got moon tanning only. okays, where are you? i'm bored. craps. i want go my Nike sale! hurry come! hurry come! HURRY COME!

OH NO! still have to go bac my grandma's place tomorrow. what shit! why?! michelle have to work tomorrow! i want to sleep now! i really want to sleep! okays, i'm hitting the sack now. here it goes....

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what am i doing man?! i'm BORED and tired! i need to find something to entertain me before i fall asleep and mess up my -oh-so-good-looking hiarstyle! I WANT TO SLEEP, NOW! i don't care! i want to drink my BREZZER tonight! yay, new year is ending soon! *claps*

OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! AHHHHHHHHHHHH CHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! i just sneeze. DAMN FLU! we can ask the rain to go away by singing a song. so..
flu, flu, go away.
come again another day! (:

she just text me that she's eating lunch at home! ): mummy is strict with you. BOOOOOOO!

okays, i'm missing my BABY! does my baby miss me now? (: hmmmmmm.....................

*sleep*
 

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bye bye! (: sorry for wasting your time! ):

i hate this feeling ):

i can't breathe properly! why blocked nose?!
i can't swallow. my throat hurts.
why am i sick at this period of time?!        

 

hello people, i'm back! (: shall do a brief update about my life(:

happy NIU year to everyone, though it's the eleventh day already -.- 4 more days to go and new year would be over! (: on the 25th, had reunion lunch at a restaurant at Farrer Park. and this is the first time my daddy ordered 'peng cai'. he wanted to try it cause we haven't taste nor see it before. and it doesn't not suit my taste at all! ): didn't really eat much! and oh ya! this is the first reunion dinner that have 9 members in total. normally is 8 only! this year is special because my mother's side mum join us! LOL. hadn't seen her for quite some time already -.-

26th! first day of new year! (: as usual, woke up like 7 plus in the morning. cause needa go my grandma's place for breakfast. then proceed to temple for praying. many people say i was super girly on that day. can't blame me. cannot wear too boyish clothings else my grandma will scold -.- but the thing is i felt uncomfortable for the whole day! LOL. went to Braddell after that. talked to my sister about some stuffs. so yea. daddy drove the three of us to Ang Mo Kio. had mac for our lunch. then went my another grandma's place for Mahjong! I'M A NEWBIE ONLY! (: LOL. went hoe around 9 plus 10, i think. 

27th: i forgot whose place i went to already, cause i was moodless for the whole day. i hate visitings ALOT! so i want new year to end faster! end faster!  

30th and 31th! HAPPY 4TH MONTH FTS! (: haha. so coincidence. baby stayed over at my place for one night! (: didn't really sleep on that night, cause i can only sleep well on my bed! LOL. played WAHJONG till 3am! (: then blah blah! get up from my bed around 7. showered, and ate breakfast! took bus no 3 to downtown with my baby! THANKS! (: started work around 9 plus. did area cleaning and went to 'arrange brochures'. LOL. she bought Milo for me! (: *super sweet* had lunch with Chan Chang. kena send to help out at Escape. Escape people are super 'dao'. prefer www! LOL. talked and slacked with baby for a while before returning back to work -.-  

been slacking at home for the past 2 days! i want to go out! ): i'm 80% recovered! (: *yay* was feeling worse on tuesday. 'put areoplane' on CC! LOL.

i think that's all!

ANYONE ELSE WANTS TO GO FOR THE NIKE SALE AT EXPO ON SATURDAY? (:  

wednesday:
work. number of guests on that day was less than 300?! and what's more, they have more than enough manpower. as usual, bug them to release me earlier and they did (: haha. did area cleaning in the SK. vacuum the floor and clean the glass windows for them. better. lazy to stand at the entrance, cause got someone there -.- so yea, went over to the cashier area and chit chat with MY. and F caught me talking in action. so she was like. eh, i dock your pay then you know! so no choice, have to go back to the entrance area. stood there and talk again -.- is really no guests at all can?! then auntie was like telling me, stop eating sweets. everytime come work you finish one packet by yourself -.- haha! then she say, lucky you not a guy else your ....... okay, done. went home and out again to go for a jog. (:

thursday:
meet J at white sands. she mugged, i think. then had MEGA meal again. -.- left there around 8 plus. have to reach home by 9. so yea.

friday:
work! reached the office at 1140. and i sat at the table to day dream. and after that, fell asleep -.- damn malu okay?! then F was like. eh, 'wo gu yi jiang da shen, ni hai shui bu xing arh?' then i replied, tired you know! be thankfully then i report to work early okay?! HAHAHA! CC was late and her one hour pay is gone?! LOL. so yea, wasn't in the mood to work also. did area cleaning at the turnstile and kept running to the toilet after that -.- haha. bought two packets of sweet. lucky auntie wasn't there else she gonna nag again. LOL. so yea, for the first hour, i was just practically staring into space. decided to say cold jokes to 'da fa' time. CC was super retarted! inside joke anyway! LOL. talked about our private life. so yea. hers is super DRAMATIC! and she ask me to wear bikini. wth la! LOL. too free already -.- anyway, CL was the overall incchagre for yesterday. so we have to write PAE every hour. (to record the number of guests in the park) so i wrote around 3! then there was this column 'EXIT' and 'IN PARK'. i wote 183 for exit and 5 for in park. then CL was like, you sure not?! i count more than 5 people in in park you die arh then you have to treat me sakura. LOL. then i was like sorry. cannot focus la -.- LOL. anyway, she was just joking. told you, WE ARE TOO FREE ALREADY! TOO FREE TILL DON'T KNOW WHAT TO TALK ABOUT! -.-

THIS IS SPECIALLY TO SOTONG!
please cheer up okays? feel free to tell me any problems you encounter! confide in me, i sure won't leak out your secrets one, believe me! LOL. okays, now let me teach you how to tag at livejournal. SEE ARH! THERE IS ALWAYS A SENTENCE AFTER EACH POST THAT SAYS 'ADD ON YOUR OWN'. CLICK THAT, AND YOU JUST RECONGNISE YOURSELF AS ANONYMOUS. TAGGED AT THE BIGGEST BOX. SAY WHATEVER YOU NEED TO SAY. THEN STATE YOUR NAME. AFTER THAT CLICK THE 'POST COMMENT' BUTTON. SIMPLE AS IT IS, ISN'T IT? haha! take care la! see i so good! teach you leh, sotong! LOL.

michelle is extremely upset with her result. my eyes are dry already. no more tears. ask me and i'll tell you my result if you want(: anyway, i don't know where am i heading to now. i've all the SHIT courses. think, i should be re-taking my 'O' level english this year. i don't know. it's like so damn rush la. we have to make our choice of course by this friday, 4pm. no more business info tech for me already -.- worse come to worse, i think i should be going RP! TP no longer exist. -.- people, give me your wise advice please! (:

eyecandy, you can save your money le(: i didn't reach your expectations. too bad la, they moderate. if they didn't. under normal circumstances, i should get A2 already lo. wth. never mind. what's done cannot be undone. i'm glad that i can at least obtain a B3 for both maths can?! (: haha. but anyway, MEET UP FOR DINNER SOON KAYS? WE PAY INDIVIDUALLY! (: haha.

DEVIL K : thanks for your well wishes. too bad la, you not my angel. never give me luck -.- but well, thanks for your ultra nonsense and hearing me crap. LOL. thank you for everything! (: you'd better work hard this year and get 6 points okay? i believe you can do it(:

people, thanks for your shoulders! (: i'm feeling MUCH BETTER ALREADY! cause no matter how much i cried, my grade can never change -.- so yea.

baby, i want to hold on to you and never let you go(:

 

glad that everything is settled. thanks shidah for covering my duty on saturady! yay! i shall cover yours next time if there is kay BUT NOT NEXT MONDAY -.- haha. i hadn't been working for exactly a week. so far, my pay for jan is still $0! what the hell. feel like quitting so much la. imagine you can only work once a week, then my pay for a month is about $150 ++ only. damn pathetic. look at my savings. at the rate i'm going to spend, my bank will just run out of cash -.- one day is at least $30 gone if i go out -.- AND, today is payday for www! YAY! but still, have to wait till i go for work -.- i want my pay now! ): 

yesterday was out with kelly, amanda and huishan first. initially was to go chomp chomp. wanted to go ice3 so much. played the scissors paper stone game with huishan and i lose. so we settled down at sakura. ate quite a little jiu full le. *upload picture soon if i can*. took cab to corn place. reached there around 850. waited for gie to come over. they camwhored, i sent songs -;- went corn's place to drink. left there around 1015. got home at about 11 plus. kena scolded and blah blah. and one thing, i will just go against the curfew. believe me.

sometimes, i can't help it but just feel inferior. i've lose all confidence. i'm sorry. i just felt, i don't deserve you at all. because YOU SHOULD deserve someone who is better. sorry, you makes me feel as if i'm not as good as what others are. 

michelle, you're a sucker.
michelle, you're just a loser.
michelle, you're such a failure. 
michelle, you should just back off.
michelle, live in your own world then.